ishq hua. tp tak hua lah.

kuikuikui.
;>

Menghitung hari.

lagu ni lah.
lagu ni lah.
lagu ni lah.

-_-

saya harus fikir masa depan.
masa di depan?
masa yg kat depan saya.
Massa?
kahkahkah.
lawak lah awk ni Nadrah. -_-
motif?
pfffttt.

A Beautiful Memory

by Amber "V" Moonstone

4/19/09

The darkness was beginning to overtake me,
sadness was all around like shadows on the wall,
reminding me of childhood fears and traumas,
When your face appeared within the doorway.

Your love and energy was the saving grace
that brought me from sadness to hopefulness.
Your love was unconditional,
and your warmth was ever reaching.

You are a beautiful memory,
one that carries me through those dark nights,
and brings me safely home.
You have always touched the light within my soul.

This time you came to me with a message,
it was filled with loving encouragement.
You know my inner secrets,
You know my weaknesses and strengths,

Never do you dwell on the negative,
Always filling me with memories of beauty,
powerfully supportive, and gloriously generous.
Your presence in my life is fulfilling.

I cling to those beautiful memories
We were strong together,
and now I am living without you.
You are a beautiful memory within my soul.

sleeping beauty

Sleeping Beauty
by Chuck Keller


You lie there with a peaceful smile
Raising the corners of your mouth.
Your eyelids flutter slowly
As your eyes move silently beneath them.

dia nak kawan.

saya taknak kawan. saya dh byk kawan. hmm.

LOVE.

sometin to entertain ya.

life that u unwanted.

3 hari berturut2 menjaitkan beg2 Yeye tok karnival seni beliau.
as a good fren, (erk) haha. aku membantu beliau even penat and byk keje. but after siap smua. mmg aku off hp dan tenet tok focus buat kerja. (kot). hahhaha.

papepun, hidup makin extream apabile past seringkali memasuki present. dan katakan tidak adelah bukan jalan penyelesaian. serta 'iye' juga sering menjadikan permasalahan antara diri dan minda sendiri. dengan harapan supaya cekal dengan diri dan kuat. langkah meneruskan walaupun sedikit sakit yg harus aku hadapi.

common Nadrah. sakit sikit je kot. belum sakit kne sebatan ke? rejam ke? (jauhkan lah) but aku fikir tu lah. sakit mghadapi benda yg lama tak hadapi. walaupun ternyata aku tak cukup kuat bg yg lain. tp aku tak rasa aku lemah. hmmm. oh man. kerja!! cepat lah dtg supaya aku leka dgn masa ku sendiri. -_- (apakah?)

papepun. thank you for those yg ade. even tho tidak ikot kate2 anda. but i really appreciate it. :)

Jpai, thank you sangat even aku tahu niat ko baik. hanya mahu jd kwn. but u noe the truth kan? hmmm.





part mengarut saja. mari lah sambung buat kerja sambil tak pandang hp yg celaka.

machu picchu.

one day. :)

For Once In My Life.

No there ain't nothing better than this.

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Find more similar lyrics on Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

mencabar-Nya

pahamkanlah dunia ini Nadrah.
kerna ini smua setimpal dgn apa yg kau berikan.
jika byk kau beri di cni.
byk juga kau dapat di cni.
jika byk kau beri di sana.
byklah kau dpt di sana.
sabarlah wahai hati, sabarlah wahai body. (-_-)
sesungguhnya, jika dah dapat balasan sekarang.
pasti ade hari cerah di depan.
bukan kau sahaja begini.
SEMUA org juga sama. kerna dia maha Adil.
n dia sudah aturkan satu persatu dengan teliti.
dengan sstematik.
dengan indah.
supaya smua dapat merasakan yg sama.
jgn khuatir oke Nadrah. jgn sesekali mencabar Nya.
just put alotssss of Iman to Him.
insyAllah. everythings alright. <3

Ameklah aku punya.

tak payah nak pk masalah kau jerk.
smua org byk masalah.
blakang depan atas bawah.
pk org terdekat sudah.
pk org dlm hati sudah.
tak payah nk kate life ko complicated.
sbb byk lg yg menyedihkan.
tak payah lah risau kau tak kahwin,
sedangkan yg berpasangan depan mata pn belum tentu bahgia.
tak payah, tak payah, tak payah
nak bandingkan dgn diri kau yg sempurna dgn masalah kecil itu.
tak payah.
sbb ade lg memerlukan 'kegembiraan' ini.
ade lg lebih inginkan.
kalau happy boleh di pindah ganti, amek lah aku punya.
amek lah semuanya.
kerna aku tahu kau lebih memerlukan nya.

sigh.

Tanpa memimpin.

aku masih nak menyatakan aku kuat.
kuat tangani masalah sendiri.
kuat tangani ujian yg Kau beri.
kuat berhadapan dgn setimpal.
aku masih kuat. aku masih bersabar.
kerana aku tahu.
semuanya atas sbb tertentu yg Kau ingin menjadikan aku.
menjadikan aku seorang yang Kau inginkan.
aku tahu, semuanya bersebab.
aku masih gagah. gagah berdiri sendiri.
tanpa di pimpin.

Mc Donalds on 2011.

15 Jan 2011 McChicken
25 Jan 2011 McDeluxe
15 Feb 2011 Quater Pounder
18 Feb 2011 McDeluxe
7 March 2011 Double McDeluxe
16 March 2011 Mc Chicken
19 March 2011 Mc Chicken (stgh je) haha!
29 March 2011 Spicy Chicken.
31 March 2011 Bubur Ayam McD.
07 April 2011 Breakfast sausages. :D
13 April 2011 Bubur n Ayam Pedash!!
03 May 2011 BigMac (1/2)
18 May 2011 Chic Mc Nugget+Chic Burger McSaver.
23 May 2011 Spicy Chic + Chic Burger McSaver
12 July 2011 Double Cheeseburger(dua!)
14 July 2011 GCB
8 August 2011 Chic Mc Nugget+Chic Burger McSaver.
20 August 2011 Quater Pounder.
11 Sept 2011 Doublecheeseburger. :)
15 Sept 2011 Chic Mc Nugget+Chic Burger McSaver.
18 Sept 2001 Chic McDeluxe. :)
23 October 2011 Chic McDeluxe. (segeget Quanter pounter?) HAHA.
** Octber 2011 Quater Ponder.10 December 2011 Prosperty at LCCT.
14 Dec 2011 Nasi Ayam McD di Jimbaran. :)
26 Dec 2011 McDeluxe!


my target. 2012, less than 20 meals.
(hari tu balik, makan curly fries Sarah Belanja. tu ejrk. dah 18 days of 2012, belum lagi makan McD. common Nadrah! u can do it! )

Faith.

have faith.
only Allah knows.
every single thing.

rapuh.

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta.
maafkan aku Ya Allah.

Hay.

thank you.
for the wished.
even it's late.
u know it means world to me.
thank you.
for the wished.
u know i really need it.
thank you.
thank you.
thank you.
thank you for droped by.
if He wills.
we will meet again.
someday.
and i still wanto meet u, even tho u r married.
its oke. cause i'm redha.
for what had happen.
sbb sy or awk.
that doesn't mean anything nemore.
i just want to see u.
do care of urself.
cause i still care. much.

11th of Jan 2012

jam 12 malam Jan eleven.
ade je yg wish a day before, few hours before and suprisely,
org yg tak jangka pun ade gak wished. kuikuikui. :)
thank you all 4 those who wished me.
tp mmg saje jerk Ranger girls ni tak wish pn aku.
yg wish dak Fatin jerk.
ade muslihat upenye!! hahahhaa.

dengan perasaan happy even bdk2 tu tak wish! (sikit kecewa sbb alai bt bodo jerk.) hahaha.
aku pn menjalani hidup cm bese.

routine. seperti biasa. ke kelas. bk kelas.
tdo ptg(kuikuikui ) and jogging.
dgn harapan kat Tasik Permaisuri nnt nk berlatih steps aerobic baru ngan Alai.
tapi..........................

sedang2 Alai bersitup.......


kedebushhhh.....!! mmg menarik!!

HAHA.

telur+tepung + everything nice! ahhahaha.
menarik ejrk bdk2 ni. mmg 23 tahun mmg ske buat aktiviti gini. HAHAA.
i am still enjoying this remaja akhir's aktiviti. hahaha.
prasan remaja akhir. :)
sudah dewasa dah. :>

Fatin Nadia. :)

Miah and Iera Syabiena.

Me and my cake. HAHA. sodap. ade bananan. :)

Rafidah. <3

them. :)

and beloved Alai and Iedayati. <3<3<3

sesungguhnya aku mmg suke kene telur. HAHAHHA.
treatment betul tok rambut yg mggerbang ini. muahhahha.
thanks alot Rangers. i love all each of ya!

Alhamdulillah and syukur. :)